ok Assalamualaikum ya'll.
Sori no updates.

Sebok la raye2 ni eh.
Hahahaaha.

YEY SAT KUA.
PLS EH CONFIRM EH.

RAWR.
OK GO!

Eeqa~

4 more days to Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

OMG Eiyraaa,so sweet seh ingat2 balik eh raya kite dolu2! Hahahaha!
Hmm,aku nak kene siapkan speech mintak maaf nih utk krg2..hahaks..
Besok if tak jadik,i dunt not whut to say okeh.huhuhuhuhuhuhu!!!! K bye.

= )) .Losx{S}tarr.

THIS WAS LAST DAY STARRS OUTING.
I MISS EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM.

ERMS JAPSTAR TAK AH EHH.
HAHAHAS.


THIS WAS LAST YR.


MY HOUSE.
LAWA KAN RUMAH AKU.
HAHAHAS.


ERM ERM.
YEAH.
JUST SO LONG NYER CITE AH EH.
TUTUP BUKU LAHS.


THATS WAS LAST TWO YRS.


THIS WAS LAST THREE YEARS.

Hi. It's like only 1 more week to Hari Raya! & last year on this very day,an unforgetable thing happened. OOk yuh. Ok. Btw,I miss Alias Kadir.
Goodbye.

I miss Zul.

= (( .Losx{S}tarr.

OK CONTINUATION FROM YESTERDAY POST.

I WENT TO ESPLANADE BY BUS 190.
AND DEN....
THERE THIS HOT GUY IN RED BOARDED THE BUS INFRONT OF LOT1 BUSTOP.
AND OF ALL PLACES.
HE SIT NEXT TO ME.
YA ALLAH!!!
CUTE GILA SAK.

AND MET CIETY THE BUSTOP AFTER SCH'S BUSTOP.
AND HE THOUT HE WANTED TO GIVE WAY FOR CIETY.
BUT CIETY SAT INFRONT.
SO HE WAS LIKE TAK JADI GITU AHS.
HEHE CUTE SEH.
AND ALL THE WAY.
HIS HAND WAS LIKE SO CLOSE TO MINE.
THERE I TOLD YOU.
GUYS IN RED IS SUPER HAWT.!!

HES HAS THIS GOTTIE.
HIS HAIR IS ALL SPIKED AND MOHAWK.
HE HAS THIS SHARP SHAPED FACE.
wuhu.
ALL THE WAY.
I WAS WRITING NOTES VIA BLUETOOTH TO CEITY.
COMPLIMENTING HIS LOOKS AND STUFFS.
AND YEA.
HE SMELLED GOOD TOO.

HE THOUT IM GOING TO ALIGHT AT PS.
COS HES GETTING READY TO ALIGHT.
HAHAAS.CUTENESS.
BEFORE THE BUS TURNED RIGHT.
I WAS PUTTING MY FONE BACK TO MY BAG.
TOOK OUT MY EZLINK.
FIXED MY HAIR.
AND HE THOUT I WANTED TO ALIGHT AT THE NEXT BUS STOP.
BUT TO HIS HORROR.
AS HE ALIGHTED.
HE DINCH SAW ME.
AND HE LOOKED BEHIND THE BUS.
TOOK A LONG GLIMPSE OF ME.
AND HE WALKED OFF.
I TINK HE WAS GOING TO THE LIBRARY.

I ALIGHTED THE NEXT BUSTOP.
WITH A WHOLE GROUP OF MATREPS.
SICK OF DEM SIA.

yeay.
ANOUNCEMENT.

IM LOOKING FOR A MALAY GUY IN HIS 19-21.
HE WORE A RED SHIRT.
WITH A BEIGE CARGO PANTS.
BROUGHT A BROWN SLING BAG.
BOARDED THE BUS 190 AT ABOUT 6PM+.
USING A W550i FONE.

HURHURS.

AH SEH KAU IFA.
AKU ADA TERCARIK2 KAU.
ABEH BILA GAMBA KAU KLUAR.
AKU CHEER2 SEH.
ABEH TGK2 JE.
KAU TAKDE.
SEDIH NOH AKU.

HAHAHAHAS.

HEADED TO ESPLANADE.
ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I LAST STEPPED TO THE ESPLANADE.
WATCHED THE HIPHOP GIG.
ACCOMPANIED CIETY.
YEAHS.
SAW MY EVER LONG LOST EX.
ITS LIKE WAT.
FOR THE PAST 8 YRS.
I DINCH GET TO SEE HIM
HES ALL TALL AND OH MY.
HES A HIPHOPPER.
ROSAK BTOL KAU NIE,FREEZ.

AND THE SHOW ENDED WITH FREAKY Z.
OH NO.IM IN LOVE AGAIN.
IM IN LOVE WITH THE GIRL WHO GONNA HURT ME IN THE END..
YEND YEND...
NO NO.IVE BEEN FOOLED AGAIN.
fav sak lagu tu.

DEN THOUT WANNA HAVE OUR EMO MOMENTS AT THE CLARKE QUAY.
BY THE RIVER.
BUT FREEZ CALLED US UP.
TO JOIN WITH HIS CREWS.
SO WE JOINED.
WE WERE LIKE THE ONLY 2 GIRLS THERE.
TOOK STUPID PICCAS WITH FREEZ,GY AND I-FORGET-HIS-NAME.
ITS FUN.
YEAH.

YEAH.
BUT IN THE END.
GY WAS ALL EMO.
HE CRIED INFRONT OF ME.
I GOT KNOW IDEA WHY.
I PITY HIM.
SOME RELATIONSHIP PROBS I GUESS.
TRIED MY BEST TO CONSOLE HIM.
HE SAYS HES ALRITE.
BUT I CANT SEE HIM CRYING.
ITS SO PAINFUL INSIDE.
I PITY YOU GY.
EVENTHOUGH I KNOWN YOU LIKE ONLY HOURS AGO.
YOU SUCHA A NICE DUDE.
TALKING CRAPS.
DISSING AND RAPPING HERE THERE.



from left:GY; I-Forgot-His-Name; Mehhh; Freez.



THE ROSE AMONG THE THORNS.

OK WHAT THE FCUKLING WICKLING?! I'm like supposed to be in school this morning for graduation day and I fuckin' overslept. Ok nobody even care to wake me up. FINE~! Whatever. I didn't want to attend it anyway. Actually I do. Ahhh,nvm.

= S .Losx{S}tarr.

Asalamualaikum.

Aku syg krg!!!

= )) .Losx{S}tarr.

HEY GIRLS.
IM THE ONE SUPPOSINGLY TO SAY SORRY TO YOU GUYS.
WHAT WE PLANNED NEVER TURN OUT TO BE.
SORRY.
SORRY.
I LOVE YOU GIRLS TOO.
WE REALLY HAVE TO GO OUT TOGETHER.
I KNOW U ALL DUN REALLY COMFORTABLE WITH MY FRIENDS AROUND.
I KNOW IT.
IM SORRY.
I KNOW IT WAS NOT WHAT YOU MEANT.
YOU ALL SAID ITS OK.
BUT DEEP DOWN.
I KNOW.
=)

IM SORRY ALRITE.
ITS ME ALL ALONG.
=)

Today didn't turn out good.
WE'RE SORRY EIYRA. WE LOVE YOU.

= )) .Losx{S}tarr.

Ah yela.Lukas2.More like MUCUS.Ok whatever(malay version).

14 more days to Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

= )) .Losx{S}tarr.

Pantat kau Sha!
I LOVE LUKAS ROSSI!

EEQA ROSSI.

KAKA! Ok mrepek.

K PEOPLE...
TIME CHECK..
KORANG SEMUA NGAH BUKA KAN...
MEH LA AKU UPDATE.
I SO CANT WAIT FOR TOMORO.
DAMN SAOSIN.
SEBUK KAN NAK JUMPA AKU.

OK.
PPL.
MEETING PLACE.
GEYLANG SERAI.
[YEAY..!!AKU DAPAT JUMPE ABANG ICE CREAM...]
MEETING IFA AT 6.
MEETING THEM AT 3.
BUT MEBBE ILL MEET THEM THERE.
COS SAOSIN SEBOK NAK MATI GI TERJUN AGHH.
KAN AKU DA PMS.
HAISH.
APE SUSAHNYA NAEK MRT.
MCM2 AHS.

AND EEQ.
KAU JGN NAK CURIK AKU NYER LUKAS EH.
AKU TEMBAK KAU.
KAU TERJUN AHS.
HAHAHAS.
AKU YG INTRODUCE KAU KAT DIER TAU.
DIER LOVE AKU SAK.
KAU NIE.
OK LA DIAM LA EIYRA.
AKU SEPAK KAU NYER DAHI.

MEREPEK SETAN SAK AKU.
OK.
SOMETIMES.
CHANGES AROUND ME MAKES ME IN DEEP THINKING.
REALLY DEEP.
NADIAH IS WITH AZMAN??????????????
HAHAHAS.
SIAK AH.
AKU DGR AKU MCM NAK TERJUN SAKK.
AND AND.
MELODY WITH EDMUND.
NI LAGI SATU.
YA ALLAH.
APE NAK JADI NGAN BYRON NIE.
LIMIT2 AKU NGAN EHEMS.
CHEY CAM PAHAM EH AKU.
HAHAHAHAS.

TAPIKAN.
I SERIOUSLY.
MISS MY LOVESTAR.







FULL OF EGONESS AND LOVE;

`EIYRATOKYO.

Ok Assalamualaikum my fellow darlings. Ifa I am so sorry this has happened to you, once again. To me, I will feel that this is just another test for me before I meet the right one. Seriously, I would have stayed off him if I already know if he was already attached, but in your case, I think you're just too little too late(ok whatever that means. ok i'm tryna cheer you up hunn, though it's very lame.)

Hunn, you can't force love. If he really wants to be with you, he wouldn't think of not hurting the other girl because by even befriending other girls whilst in a relationship is already smth wrong towards his gf.

Well, if he ever chose you over her and she ever know who you are and picks fight with you, remember, it wasn't your fault that her guy befriended other girls. Then if that's the case both of them should be together then.

If he doesn't choose you, then mungkin korg tkde jodoh, is that what you call it? There are plenty other guys out there dying to get to know you my dear. He's not the only one. Even if you lose him, it just means that you're not meant to be and that you are meant to be with some other guy, who might just be better. We are still teens hunn. Lain la kalau da 20++. So don't worry so much will you.

And I know maybe aku ni sape la nk ckp ni sume psl relationship aku sume fail, but it's all mcm math. Trial & error. Kan? Don't you think so? And after I fall, I tell myself that it's just not meant to be and get back up on my feet. Though it may take time, but still, you don't continue getting hurt being with that person.

Ok I am going to buka now.

Anything, you know we're here for you. You're not the only one here ok.

Mucho lovin,
your cousin EEQ.

Asalamualaikum.I'm here to update another helpless post.I need help from my dear,dear babes.Eeq,as you know i'm contacting this guy.He's already attached for 6 years now.We knew each other through the wonders of friendster when he msged me,saying that he wanted to be a friend of mine.That is,when my internet got cut off.So we contacted out of friendster.That was like a month ago.So we msged day & night & night & day.

Well you know the feeling of having nice company right?I mean,when you know he's a good guy & he treats you oh-so-very-sweetly.Who can say no to a guy like that?Even though we haven't met and all.Right Eeq?

Then,today came.He told me something that made me feel kinda awkward & makes me feel like vomitting everytime he msged me.He told me that he sometimes wonder what are we actually.He said he's already attached & also attracted to me.He didn't want to lose me & at the same time didn't want to hurt his girl.Well,there's more to it actually.I can't possibly type every word here.

But of cos i feel the same way as he does.& i don't know what's next.Why do i always have to go through this?I'm not gonna lose another person in this Ramadhan okeh.My life has always been complicated.There has never been a chance.NEVER.History keeps repeating itself.

What should I do?

= (( .Losx{S}tarr.

Ewah2..adik sungguh lawa..

Di mana lagunya? Gue juga mau dengar sik.. Waduuh Eiyra..gue weekends jika mau kluar susa sedikit deh..kerana weekends aja keseluruhan keluarga saya free. Jadik kita harus keluar hari biasa aja ya? Ya iya deh. Sampeh disini saja.

15 more days to Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

= )) .Losx{S}tarr.

WEI.........
KAU LA NYONYA EH.......
AKU AMOI...
EEQA CHEI CHEI..

NYEAHAHAHAS.
OK LAH.JATUH2..
11TH EH..
SET BEBEHS..DATS MEAN..ON WEDNESDAY KAN.
AH BTOL AH.
SELENGE SAK AKU.
ASAL TAKNAK FRIDAY AHS?
SATURDAY KE?
AHAHAHAKS.

OKOK AKU TAK PASAL LA.
OK COME LET THE FASHION ADVICER HELP YOU WITH THIS IFA.
TELL ME YOUR BUDGET DEN ILL GET THE BAJU FOR YOU.
SENANG JE.
HAHAHAS.
TAPYY.
AKU NAK KASUT LA.
BILA MASANYA AKU NAK CARIK KASUT NIE.
ALAMAK.
NGAN BEG.
JGN SESEKALI LUPA.
HAHAHAS.

K LA PPL.
THE HAZE MAKES ME SICK.
MCM DODOL SAK.
ABEH KAN.
MATA AKU MCM NAK TEMBEL.
TAPY TAK AH.
MCM NAK BENGKAK GITU.
BDH SAK NI HAZE.

Asalamualaikum! Ah nyonyah2 sekalian. Amek nih hah lagu raye! Mari kita beraya bersama-sama! Lalalololululu... Ewahhh ewahhh..semgt noh!

Eh please ahr.Aku beg krg ahr. 11th nih buka luar ahh. Please ahh. hahaahh!!! Damn i still have not found our jalan raya colour sia..i can't find a nice one. Somemore budget very low. Jahat kan!!! Grrr...

16 more days to Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

= )) .Losx{S}tarr.

YE ANAK USOP KAT SINI.
AH NI ANAK JASMANI.
ASAL AKU ONLINE KAU ILANGS.[[DASAR NAMER LOSXSTARR BETOL.TAK SIA2 AKU KASIK NAMER KAU GITUK.]]
ASAL AKU ONLINE; SEDARA KAU ONLINE..[[TAK TAU ANAK SAPE..]]
ABEH SEDARA KAU ASYIK NUDGE2 AKU.
GILAK NYE ORG.
HAHAHAHAS.

AKU MISS SEMUA ORG BLEY?
HAHAHAS.

I MISS GOING OUT WITH YA'ALL.
I MISS THE STUPID CRAPS.
I MISS THE STUPID AND IRRITATING LAUGHTERS.
I MISS THE MENGUMPATNESS.
I MISS THE ALL FACES.
I MISS OUR PLACE.
WHEREBY.
THOSE WHO SEAT AT OUR PLACE COMFERM JATUH KAT LAUT NYE.
I MISS TEKA TEKI WITH IFA ESPECIALLY.
STUPID SEH.
KALAU ORANG PENING GI MANE??
gi peninsula.hahahahaas

THE EVER LAST TIME WE ALL WERE PRESENT WAS IFA BDAE.
RITE?
LIFE WILL NVR BE THE SAME WITHOUT EVERY LOT OF YOU.
FCUKING SHIT.
I LOVE YOU.

THIS IS IFA FAVOURITE..!!
IFA IFA IFA IFA!!!
KAT RADIO DA KLUAR LAGU RAYE SEH.
CAM SERONOK GITU.
APE LAGIK..TUKAR LAGU KAT BLOG AH.
HAHAHAAS.

HAISH DA LAMER TAK NAMPAK EEQA...
WEI EEQ..KALAU MALAS NAK GI SKOLA DTG LA UMAH AKU..ON 11 OR 12 OCT OK.
HEHEHEHS.
I MISS THE GRRLS DAY IN MY HOUSE.
TAPY DA TAKDE AYAM LAGIK AHS.
HEHEHES.


i simply love frappuccino.

EIYRAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! mane laaa anak usop nih ya Allah...
btw,tadi pat yew tee apek yg mintak donation2 tuh nyanyi lagu raye tau EEq!!

19 more days to Hari Raya.

= (( .Losx{S}tarr.

Hello wellow yellow belo. Ok I'm so happy la! I only have maths paper 2 left this Friday & I'm free as a bird! Weeehuuu! I can do all the papers. But with a lil bit of difficulty la. Hauhau. I even fell asleep in the middle of writing my answers. Wadehell. The Indian(yg ajak Ain masok Indian dance)teacher kept knocking on my table. Yalor,very the sebok. Somemore Aidil stokin kept bugging me for 5 god damn bucks. For what?

Aidil:''Farizaaaa,where's the money for school magazine?''
Me:''Forgot ah cher.Friday can?''
Aidil:''But you promised me you want to pay today riiiiight?''
Me:''Promise? I didn't promise you whuut.''
Aidil:''Every word that comes out from your mouth are promises.''
Me:*Wadehell* ''I forget whut. Then what to do..''
Aidil:''Go home,take & pass me la.Can accompany Farhana sekali.''
Me:''Ah,mls ah. I'm fasting okeh & no one's at home.''
Aidil:''Sure?''
Me:''Yuh(duh).''
Aidil:*Looked at me with an expressionless face for 5 seconds* & finally said,''Oklar Friday ok.''

Wadehell la stokin.

&&&&! I don't have to see THOSE people who are very the eww anymore. Haisyohh..this is the only thing that's kept me thinking. Why huh? I know that girl wants to break star besties up in the very first place. Hahahahaha! Wadeverr(mly version). I don't care about STAR BESTIES. I only care about Eiyra,Eeqa & Ain + ekhemmss. Yeah so,you can have HER all to yourself,bitch.

Aniwaes,it's been sometime there's no US.So rindu one! This Friday okeh. Confirm kie. Jgn tak jad lagik k. Weekend nih aku can't. K bye babes.

= )) .Losx{S}tarr.

LOVELIEST.
WEEKENDS ARE ABSOLUTE TIRING BUT COOL.

FRIDAY.
HEADED TO BUGIS.
AND THEN GEYLANG.

SATURDAY.
WENT TO BEDOK
MEET UP WITH FRIENDS.

SUNDAY.
TO TOWN.
WITH BROTHERLY LOVE.
IAN AND MIMIE.TOGETHER WITH CIETY.
B-DAY.[[BLACK DAY]]

HAD FARN.
REAL FARN.
AND LOVE.










My ever dream guy.

Asalamualaikum. Ehh cerita Eiyra mcm pena dgr jek! Samer mcm kisah abg aku yg tak gune tuh. Our brothers are jerks. Right Eeq and Eiyra. But don't get mad laaa. It's Ramadhan! K bye.

= )) .Losx{S}tarr.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrggghhhhh!
eiyra aku pon pissed la eiyra.
nk aje aku maki2 tau.
haiz.

puasa eeqa.
Ramadhan.
bulan yg mulia.

Eeqa~

COME.
LET ME GET THINGS STRAIGHT..
WHY IN THE HELL BROTHERS ARE SO FCUKING IDIOTIC MORONIC FREAK??

YOU KNOW WHY GIRLS??
MY BRO CAUGHT IN A ACCIDENT AT TAMPINES.
ITS ALL HIS GF FAULT.
I HATE SIAK.
AND I HATE MY BRO TOO.

BCOS OF HIM..
I HAVE TO GO TO MADRASAH TOMORO ON MY OWN.
AND HE MADE EVERYBODY IN THE HOUSE SO UPSET.
AND HE MADE MY DADDY FOCKED OUT MONEY TO PAY UP THE OTHER TWO DRIVERS.

HE SO COOL.
AND HE THINKS IT IS BUMPER CAR.
HE KNOCKED OTHER TWO CARS.
FCUKING JERK.
URGH.
I HATE HIM TO THE MAX.

HE SO EGO.
HIS EGO IS AS BIG AS A WHOLE UNIVERSE.
COS I ASK HIM TO PICK ME UP.
SINCE HES SENDING HIS GF BACK HOME TO PASIR RIS.
FCUKING PISSED OFF.
HE DINCH WANT TO PICK ME UP.

AND THERE YOU GO.
YOURE CAUGHT IN THE ACCIDENT.
FCUK YOU BRO.
ILL MAKE DAMN SURE.
MOM AND DAD NOT GOING TO FOCK OUT THE MONEY FOR THE CAR NO MORE.
FREAKING BIASED AYE?
HE GOT A FREAKING LICENSE AND ALL ATTENTION ON HIM.

I JUST REALLY WISHED
THAT THE ARMY COULD JUST CALL YOU OUT ASAP.
IM SICK OF YOU IN THE HOUSE.

YOU USED THE HS PHONE LIKE NO MORE BUSINESS.
AND AS IF YOU PAID THE BILLS.
WHEN THE BILLS CAME.
AND ITS SUPER $100+
AND DAD WOULD JUST BLAMED ME.

FCUK YOU OK BRO.
I JUST WANT TO USE THE FONE FOR LIKE JUST 5 MINS.
AND YOU MAKE A BIG FUSSED OVER IT.
DAMN.
I HATE UR GF.
SHES OH-SO-DRAMA/CONTROL-QUEEN.
YOU FAT PIG.
YOURE FATTER THAN ME.
LEMBU.......!!!!!!!!!

URGH.
THE GEMOK AND BUROK COUPLE.
BECAUSE OF YOU.
MY BRO IS SO OBSESSED WITH YOU.
AND I DUNNOE WHAT TO SAY.

ok be gone eiyra.

*EIYRATOKYO.*